Update

I haven't been able to get on here lately so I am updating my life on here. I have written a few poems that I am planning on posting sooner or later on here. I just don't have them on here. Things that are going on that are both good and bad. I just wish that everything would stop coming at me thats bad. I am hoping that things are going to start looking up.

My birthday is on Saturday and I have no idea what I am going to be doing. I have one birthday wish that I know will not come true..--

...Chad comes up to me with my favorite flower...white roses...and tells me how much that he does love me and then he tells me everything will be better and that he wants to be with me and only me. Then he asks me to be his girlfriend again and of course I say yes and all our problems just disappear....--

What a birthday wish right?  I know that it's not going to come true, but it doesn't mean that I can't hope.

I had a nightmare last night and I thought that I was going to die. I woke up in a sweat and felt like I was dying for real. I wanted to text Chad and talk to him about it, only I couldn't even bearly move my arm. I screamed for my dad and he came in all freaking out. He brought me some food because my blood sugar was about 43 and thats really bad. He takes his all the time so he took mine. I think its because I hadn't eatten since...I think Saturday morning.

Well, like I said I will post my poems on here soon. I have to go for now because I don't feel like typing anymore about my life and whats going on.

*Lacee*